Senin, 18 Maret 2013

Lirik :)


didn’t know we’d break up this easily
The tears won’t stop



The toothbrush was here in my bathroom but not anymore
Your thick scent was here but not anymore
I want to tell you that I loved you but
My number would appear as unidentified on your phone

You were in the photo in my frame but not anymore
The hair you shed was here but not anymore
I walk the streets without thinking
And tears keep falling

Because you were here
but not anymore, I can’t breathe
Because you’re not next to me,
I can’t linger around you anymore
I am dying but right now,
you’re not here, not here, not here

Because you were here
but not anymore, I can’t smile
Because you’re not next to me,
I keep breaking down
I hate it – now I have no place to lean on

Why am I foolishly
withering every day?
Like a flower that lost its light,
I have lost you
I can only say that it hurts,
it hurts, it’s sad, by myself
Again tonight, I fall asleep as I cry

I should have gotten drunk, I hate myself
I want to fight but I can’t even fight anymore
Because you’re not here,
because you’re not here
I have nowhere to say this

Because you were here
but not anymore, I can’t breathe
Because you’re not next to me,
I can’t linger around you anymore
I am dying but right now,
you’re not here, not here, not here

Because you were here
but not anymore, I can’t smile
Because you’re not next to me,
I keep breaking down
I hate it – now I have no place to lean on

Because you’re, you’re, you’re not here
Come back

From Sistar19

Jumat, 08 Maret 2013

BBM-BERAKAR

"Honey nanti aku agak telat ya jemput kamu, soalnya aku ada meeting sebentar sama PM ku..."
"Iya Honey.. nda apa-apa aku ta nunggu kamu aja, sambil maenan facebook.."
--------------15 Menit kemudian-------------
"PING!!"
(Masih nggak dijawab juga)
"HONEY.... HONYEEEE.... UNYEEEEEEEEEEEE.... (unye di baca Monyet gaya alay) KAMU JEMPUT AKU JAM BERAPA ? AKU WIS BERAKAR DI KANTOR...."

Pengen nyanyiin ini buat mu Nduut :)

A hundred days have made me older
Since the last time that I saw your pretty face
A thousand lies have made me colder
And I don't think I can look at this the same
But all the miles that separate
Disappear now when I'm dreaming of your face

I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And I dream about you all the time

I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight it's only you and me, yeah

The miles just keep rollin'
As the people leave their way to say hello
I've heard this life is overrated
But I hope that it gets better as we go,

I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And I dream about you all the time

I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl it's only you and me

Everything I know and anywhere I go
It gets hard but it won't take away my love
And when the last one falls, when it's all said and done
It gets hard but it won't take away my love, whoa

I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And I dream about you all the time

I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl it's only you and me

Senin, 04 Maret 2013

Nyanyian senyap

Sudah jam stengah satu pagi, masih juga belum tidur.
terlelap nyenyak wanita yang biasa kusentuh, masih tetap di ketiakku.
cantik, polos, wajah yang tak pernah bisa terlupakan, sedikitpun.
aku hanya melamun, tersenyum, dan bersyukur.

nggak kerasa sudah satu tahun lebih aku tinggal di rumahnya Liz,
bangun tidur liat mukanya,
mau tidur liat mukanya,
tidur ya sama dia juga,

Liz kamu tau? aku selalu bersyukur di setiap malam dan pagi yang aku punya sama kamu..
aku selalu menjadi perempuan yang paling beruntung karena aku punya kamu,
perempuan pertama yang liat kamu bangun tidur, dan satu-satunya perempuan yang bisa liat kamu ndusel.. hahaha


lagi-lagi, banyak sekali keegoisanku yang sudah melukai perasaan kamu,
aku sungguh tidak bermaksud,
maaf Liz,
apa yang aku lakukan tadi, aku tidak bermaksud.
terlalu angkuh jika aku melukai hatimu, siapa aku ini?

----Melamun----
seringkali aku heran, kenapa kita jadi Lesbian?
meskipun dari dulu kita sudah pernah menjadi Lesbian,
buatku kamu teman hidup yang luarbiasa, percaya?
harus percaya!

berkhayal kalau jadi pasangan Hetero gitu, mungkin sekarang kita udah gendong baby, iyakan?
tapi aku nggak pernah nyesel sama cerita hidup,
sedikitpun engga,
kenapa?
kalau kita kaum Hetero, mungkin kita nggakan pernah saling kenal Liz, aku bersyukur jadi Lesbian :)

entah apa latar belakang yang mengantar kita sampai saat ini,
itu masa lalu Liz, karakter ku yang sekarang ini punyamu,
terima aku dengan kerendahan hatimu, 
terima aku dengan kekuranganku, bersama, sampai hari tua,
--mengelus wajahmu--

masing-masing kitagak pernah tau besok seperti apa, doaku setiap malam, aku bisa selalu mendampingi kamu, bagaimanapun kondisimu, aku sayang kamu Liz, sayang..


untuk kamu Liz aku bernyanyi senyap
--memelukmu-- erat